Its the blood donation season again(for me at least). Anyone interested in going to HSA?


David

Get busy living or get busy dying.

A sharp reminder by Mr. Chu on Thursday... thanks dude.

Theres a hell lot more to life than just chasing girls, studying, pool, movie... The list is endless... We need to get busy living... Find something interesting and delve into with your heart and soul. Be it music, religion, sports, knowledge etc. And what about our "SJI camaraderie"? Was there really such a thing? Does it still exist? Hmmmmm... 5 cents for your thoughts....

Nigel

SAJC has done it again!

SAJC has done it yet again! 70% of As, Bs and Cs in the 2006 Project Work!
A truly wonderful standing against the likes of other JCs in Singapore. Truly the significance of our PW results reflects very much on the students of SAJC and the fact that the administration is overjoyed at the fact that the entire cohort passed and 70% of us obtained As, Bs and Cs there should be little reason for us to feel dissatisfied. So to those of you who are dissatisfied, disappointed and feel distaste about the PW results please do not be. Instead, we should all rejoice with the same mood that the administration is doing since obtaining results like these has already become something that they are proud of. To sum up this post, let us move forward and continue in the true spirit of our school - Up and On!

Opps! PW screwed it again!

sigh

I am sitting in the bloody school com lab typing on its dysfuntional slow computer, penning my thoughts on the PW results this year. Just imagine......70% of the school achieved a grade of C and above..they seemed so satisfied..wonder how RJ is doing. I got a bloody D which will be a stain on my A level cert. My whole class got Ds except for three ppl. If i got a C, I wouldnt feel so bad. I feel like shouting and crying....i just dont know what to say about this. Its seems to me like failing an important exam. Now i am terrified of A levels. What if next year i dun get a good grade with Ds and Es? Where do I go? Furthermore, to add to my worries, I recently did a test and studied for it, however my memory failed me!!! I am turning stupid!!!!! sorry guys i am venting here i dun know where alse i can do it. My whole world is crumbling down on me. I am doomed to failure.

im bored.

im beyond bored.

im beyond being beyond bored.

just shoot me.

life's a bitch.

Good friday is here guys...
And uhh... "long weekend maths" too...

Ah well... take some time off this weekend to reflect about the BT if u guys can...
It's a much better to realise where the errors were...

Have a good Good Friday everyone...

Stand up, get your feet on the ground.

To all those deeply affected by the BTs, including me....

Life's a garden, dig it. We gotta keep on keeping on.

Nigel

GP essay results....

Salutations to Mr. Ashiq Chu, top in level for GP essay AND beating Man Hon!!!! haha... you've earned yourself bragging rights for the next 1 week man... Looks like BTs weren't that bad after all eh?

Nigel

Post-Block Test Trauma

Its official. I've failed Chemistry yet again with a record low of 26%. A mean feat with my Sect A and B obtaining an all time high of 8/20, Section C obtaining a modest 11.5/40 and an exceptional Section D with a 1.5/20. Nothing to boast about really. Truth be told I'm kinda sad but yeah with failure comes a greater resolve to succeed. So i hope all of you screw as badly as I did so we can start working our asses off for the As!

Spiritual carthasis

Breakdown in one's spiritual connection/journey.
A complete rejection of faith.
Disillusionment.
Lack of trust.
"That great big gap in the heart"

(I desperately need help)
There are so many ways to express this breakdown in spiritualism, mind not just a breakdown, a COMPLETE breakdown... But what is the cause? More importantly does it really matter? Having lived through nErly 17 years with this dysfunctional relationship, no major incident has happened... Much like our BTs, you won't know it till it hits home, but even before that you just couldn't care.

But I believe it matters, I believe in the monolithic creationist view of the world. There is a God, or many depending on what religion you might believe in. The highest of authorities who grants us the freedom to live our lives, asking oonly that we praise his name. Yet this isn't what I've been doing. Quite the contrary in fact... But lets not go into details eh? Before I start spilling all those dirty little secrets which are so drearily dissaproved of in public. Ironic isn't it...

So why the use of such a hyperbolic adjective? Might have been a bit too harsh I guess, but thats exactly how I feel now. I don't trust in God anymore. Not cause I have stopped believing in his omni-potent nature, but because of the essence of the faith. Looking at it from a dark sardonic point of view, I feel that some people trust in God because they're afraid. They've heard of the afterlife and pissed their balls worrying over it. To "ensure a place in their school of choice", they psych themselves into a reluctant commiment. I just absolutely find this disgusting.

There has to be another reason why people believe in a God. But most of the time it's just too abstract to even begin quantifying. But what I'm hoping for is that one of you blessed souls could possibly prod me in the right direction to nirvana....

Nigel...

Ps. You might wanna block me for the next 2 days or so... I'm abusing my new webcam....