Blood donation drive.... and some angst

I SAVED 3 PEOPLE TODAY! DID YOU?

While the rest of you slackers were in class admiring the refreshingly pink bandage on the blood donors, I was pissing my balls off sitting on the damn chair waiting for the nurse to prick me... Seriously.... Though the point wasn't that big, it did give me a sense of immense satisfaction (not pleasure) knowing that I have finally contributed something to society... Or the poor sod lying in hospital due to a heroine overdose. Whatever the case is, I just felt this sense of camaraderie when I did it with my classmates.

The 6 of us brave souls went in, consumed with battle hunger. Eyes, and veins, crimson as a blood of lake. The first adversary, the blood test. It was like having a bayonet being driven into the soul of my finger. "Oi! Don't ruin my chance to be the next Clapton!" Ya ya ya... Damnit, I was put into PES A. Lying there, chained to the chair, I started having second thoughts. Then the needle came. I cried.

Heh alright so it wasn't that bad... The only thing that hurt was the blood test, and it really was just a small prick. Just imagine Brendan slapping you, thats about how pain it is :) The needle used to extract my blood really was huge, but I honestly didn't feel a thing. AND AND AND at the end they give this pretty bandage and tie it on your arm... I think I'm addicted to blood donation...

Lets see.... Angst... Damn I hate puberty... I keep getting into blocks during my work, there's always a dull moment during lectures when I fall asleep and it becomes a bang-Nigel session all over again. Everytime I think about prelims, the numbers just piss the hell outta me. We've all got less than 30 weeks till our prelims, and here I am going nowhere even with my mediocre workload. It just gets to a point where even the slightest inspiration to study is immediately crushed and flicked away... Yes its a metaphoric expression for something green and somehow slimy-hard... Thats just about how little I actually care about my studies. Guess what I should do now is to take a long hard look at my priorities and goals aye? Damn I hate puberty...

"I come bearing gifts! I'll give you a hint, its in my diapers and its not a toaster..." Nigel